I want to suicide please suggest me with powerful sleeping pills available in indian market pls give the answe?

my mom died two months ago, i had flunked in my exam so tat i dont have degree ..my dad doesnt know that i flunked... my masi is looking after me.. as my dad work in abroad.. my masi and his son show their attitude towards me and i get curse from all... my fianci broke up with me.. i dont have friends... my life is like hell pls sme sum sleeping pill and make my death miserable?